I still worry about someone...

April 16 2010, what time is "12.30pm to 4pm" (Friday)

I reached there in StarBucks Coffee for a while waiting for him When he reach late and meeting me at StarBucks Coffee at Northpoint by 1230pm and for a while using my Laptop and talking to him about somethings After that We going to Around In the Shopping Yishun and he brought his CD "Music Called "JJ LIN" i said "OHHH" to him... After that we are hold my hand for a while walking our way and then he asking me that i close on my eyes, i said "I dont know what he saying to me" he keeps secret from me.. huh?

After Northpoint we going to YISHUN PARK When he and i walking our way there in the Yishun Park and He keeping asking me about it.. I dont know... Later few mins, I close on my eyes for a while sit near Tree when he run away from me... I cant find him and i texted him that i saying "WHERE ARE YOU" to him, he walking on the way far from me... he told me that he going to Die near outside on the Road... i said "NO No No" Because he texted me that he saying "he give up in his Life, he give up in his work, he give up in his future and he still remember of me as can as his Girlfriend of me at all...

When i feeling very very worried about someone (My Darling) Because he's still not happy and still lonely because of me.. Huh???? So that i dont want to make him sad or whatever!!!!

I hope that i want to make him more and more happiness and joyful of me forever and ever!!!!

I dont want to leave him alone, I want to be with him forever and ever.. But Even he asking me that he need to go Die and accident him from Car or whatever... Because i always hold his hand and i pull on him and i hug him more and more because he almost crying more and more but he hate his parents, his relatives, his cousins, his friends and his classmates or others at all.. that's why? I said "Dont saying the word "Hate".. he said "WHY...WHY.. WHY???" to me so many time...

Because i feeling scare of him when he run away from me when he going to walking on the road from CAR or others.. I can Hold on him.... and i saw him that he got very crying of me.... I dont want to run away from me...

Because i still pain in my heart, still worried, still not happy of him and still upset at all... Because of him when he want to go die at all... I FEELING SCARE.........

but i still love him so much... hmmmm =( =( =( =(